So that may be an exaggeration, but it feels like 16 places. Poison ivy is about the most uncomfortable thing I can think of. Ugh.
So today I ate 2260 calories, 248 under. That includes waffle fries from Chic-Fil-A. I know, I know...
I also weighed in. After losing 6 pounds last week, I was excited to see what happened. Big mistake. I won't even post what it was, because it has to be wrong. I'll post tomorrow on my official weigh in day.
The last few days have been tough. I've been popping Benadryl for the poison ivy and it makes me feel crappy. I can't wait for the poison ivy to go away so I can feel better.
I feel like I'm in a funk. I go to a job I don't really like, I come home, I put Levi in the tub and to bed, I work out, I count calories, I blog, 3 people read it. I feel better eating healthy but it seems like now that I'm getting that particular area of my life in order (albeit slowly), the other things in my life that need work stand out to me that much more. I feel like I should be doing something else career-wise, but no doors seem to be opening right now. Maybe I'm mistaken.
Well, I'm tired and cranky and don't want to ruin any good days that people had with an overly depressing post. Night night.
Tonight's post was written while listening to:
Beautiful Things by Gungor
Shadows by David Crowder*Band feat. LeCrae
Broken Promises by Resurrection Band
Yes poison ivy is the worse. Sorry you are suffering. Anywho stay strong and don't forget that if you are working out as well as counting calories that muscle weighs more and some weeks the work outs can be toning up muscles and you won't notice it on the scales so don't get discouraged. I think you have done an awesome job to date. Hang in there and know that your loved. When it's time for doors to open for the job move, God will open them!
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