Only... not really.
I wanted this blog to be a record of my weight loss success. To date, I have been tracking calories for 2 months, working out (in some fashion) for 3, posted 23 times on here and have lost a grand total of about 3 pounds. So at this rate (roughly a pound a month, for 140 pounds), I'll lose my goal in about 11 years, or when Levi is a teenager.
I'm not going to post my calories from today. Sorry, I know you're waiting anxiously.
I just feel... done. This will probably be my last post for a while, maybe for good. Like I said, I wanted this to be a record of success. I wanted this to be an encouragement so I could look back and say "Look, just a month ago I weighed this. And now, I've lost such-and-such pounds." Instead, I look back and realize how much time I've wasted for anyone who read this miserable thing. Thus far, it is a Chronicle of Huge Embarrassing Failure.
If I ever post again, I'll mention it on Facebook so you can check it out. Bye.
Josh, your blog is great! It shows the struggle that we all go through as we fight this stupid thing. Don't give up and let us be the judge if who is wasting who's time. Keep on keeping on. Also, go to the doctor, you might have an insulin imbalance or something. You may not be losing weight, however you are still eating a lot healthier than before and you arent gaining weight which us huge. Believe me, what you put into your body does matter. You have probably gained timer to your life just by not eating any of the junk you used to. Keep your head up bff's hubby!!! You can do this!!!
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